我就是不要平穩的人生啊!

It just happened....

so sudden

so quick

like a blink of the eyes

you fell deep asleep


we know you've tried

tried very hard to stay awake for us to come to see you for last

but you were so tired

before any of us could get there

a tear drop from your shutted eye







during this whole time when you were sick...

i've been thinking "when was the last time i gave you a hug"

and today

I hugged you so tightly for the very one last time

It was the 1st time i bust out in tears in front of everyone

it was a unbareable pain

I couldnt stop hugging your body until they pulled me away


it was you

the uncle who always joke around

the uncle who always share your orange with me after dinner

the uncle who loves ding ding like i do

the uncle who take care of me and shelter me during these years

the uncle who once was there

it was you